It seem so bad yesterday I fight with him with just a small matter . He sent me msg that i was running from solving the problem . But am not , my heart was sick but no one knows it accept me , I've tried hard to not cry that is the stupid way crying for men that doesn't care bout us . Ya my fault , i do I love him but does he love me as I love him . Last morning I can't sleep well like other days , then I sent him 4 msg , but once not one from the msg he could reply it . I taught he would still angry with me but then he don't have credit , instead of that he credits his fone yesterday but we're not even msg so many but then I wonder how does his credit finish in one day even we not msg . I believe in him but I don't know what he do outside there . The most pain words he say to me was he wouldn't follow me to watch movie because of his friend out watch movie . Ya I realize that I just make him busy and annoy him with my attitude . This was the first time I cried for him for just that thing , now he been cold to me like im just a friend nothing on me , do i wrong when i was angry if he don't care to me . I call my e best friend then I let out all my tears to him and he would make me happy again . thanks Aliff .:') 

I tried to be happy , tomorrow even I will watch movie alone thats not a matter for me . I am happy for i am . hahah Have fun with my friend laugh it loud threw away all my tears all forget all such kind thing that would makes my heart broke and cries . But for all today I'm so sad ! ! ! ! ! someone could understand me please .   Only Allah will makes me cool and calm down my emotion .